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Sabrina Marie woodrich. Southbay. Filipina/white. 17. Senior @ SCHS.

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For all the negative comments you all said. I may not be the smartest, prettiest, sexiest, or happiest person out there. I may not be the best daughter, the best friend, or the best girlfriend, but I am proud to say I now have motivation to be the best. These past couple of years I haven’t had any motivation whatsoever to keep my life on track. I was waiting for something to happen in order for me to give myself a second chance. Everyone’s comments kept me down. I was constantly told I wasn’t good enough to be successful. The biggest mistake I’ve ever made is tolerating what everyone had to say about me and letting it affect me. That’s why I was never the best daughter, friend, or girlfriend because I never accepted the mistakes I’ve made and I’d let every word get to me, but after these years I’ve realized that you learn to ignore what everyone has to say about you and you just trust who you are. For almost 18 years I’ve had to deal with some of my family putting me down. I’ve grown up with cousins that are smart as hell and I was always the sore thumb that would stick out. For several years I’ve dealt with feeling that I never made my mom proud. For over a year I’ve dealt with insecurity problems because of the situations I’ve dealt with with my boyfriend. But you know what? None of that matters anymore because I’ve learned that sometimes being the sore thumb is a good thing. Making yourself proud is more important than making others proud, and being insecure won’t EVER take you anywhere.So thanks for doubting me, but no thanks. You guys all taught me that it is never too late to start over. I don’t need your say in my life because I’m going to do what makes me happy and being happy is successful enough for me. 

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